what if
what if he’s really like this?
i deem this as the most hilarious pict we have taken after so long.
pretty (ah beng) bf i have.
hahahahahaha.
love love
after shopping for my sis’s bday present, i was stoning while waiting for my bus to take me home.. so many (sweet) memories flashed back onto my mind.
you know, mrkoh mentioned to me that he’ll try hard to afford an apartment which overlooks east coast park, where i can ever quench my thirst of observing sunrise, and he can accompany me physically yet being asleep. ha ha ha.
this morning,
mrkoh: how are you feeling bibi? i’m having my break.
me: ohh.. okay lor. very stuffy and feels bloated.
mrkoh: drink more water ok… i wan you to be healthy…
me: bibi, i feel as thou i have split personality.. the Good and Evil keep arguing.. at times really very confused.
mrkoh: sayang. choose to listen what you feel is right lorr. this time is about what? who makes u angry?
me: no la.. just feel frustrated after the dream of quarrelling w ex-maid again.
mrkoh: AGAIN!!! silly lei u.
ya.. i alw feel damn affected by my dream. tsk! HOW TO CURRRRRREEEEEE.
but one thing i’m sure that i am someone who don’t need to be showered with gifts, or $$. i just need some mushy messages or sweet talk. ha ha ha. PRICELESS OKAYYYYY!!
so this made my day,
ahaha. i wonder if this will stop him from sending messages? coz i was publicise them…
ya i can’t wait for thurs!!
pictures post
all taken on Mon – Wed.
i took off to accompany mrkoh before he reports to Home Team Academy.
ya, always accidentally flaunt my assets. oopss.
bowwwling with his friends. and ya, i just sat there. no in the mood to move and swing my flabby arms.
this is the ball for kids! i have yet to see it before. 5 finger-holes.
so he bought crab for dinner on wednesday. biggest we ever had. they weigh almost 2kg each.
otw home. and yar, i kept shooting the wrong angle. OH NO! sign of aging!
FINALLY!
cutie pie is turning into a monster soon, but a cute one.
care and concern
did you watch the last episode of the Housewives’ Holiday last night? actually i dont really like the drama, but because it’s soooo heartland-ers’ feel, i think that causes it interesting.
it’s so sad for the role that Xiang Yun was acting. The hubby is not awake until the intruder threatened him with his shares in business. when i was watching how the intruder abused the hubby, i asked mrkoh, So what will you do when the intruder mistreat you like this? He was sayang-ing my head and answered, This will not happen in the first place, there will be no intruders.
i tell you, for that moment, i want to hug him soooooo tightly and yearn that the time will freeze from then on.
lub lub! i love assurance.
but then again, the Ann Kok’s role.. her husband looks so impossible to have an affair, ended up having another family instead of supposedly planned golfing session.
so? i can conclude.. how you behave will result what kind of lover are you. no why, that’s how i feel.
ANYWAY, now i’m in the mood of getting married again. BECAUSE my erjie is preparing hers. all thanks to gin, somehow to me, the procedures seem sooooo familiar. but erjie’s marriage is without banquet, and emphasize more on chinese customs. i also cant wait for mine. five years. so far yet so near. OK, NEXT. dont want to harp on this topic again again again again…
in the afternoon, my ADOS is so kind and gave me this.
i took a photograph of it, because i want to remember its name. DAMN BLOODY BITTER. never again will i want to drink it… pffff. but then, i think my ADOS gave me out of pity. by right, i should be still on leave. but i decided to be back because i have to do some forecasts. BUT i ended up doing powerpoint slidessss. the levels of skill drop wayyyyy too much till it’s unbelievablethat i’m doing this.
saw this. my horoscope predicted,
so ya. R-E-L-A-X!
love~
in the midst of my ridiculous busy morning, my love skyped to say mushy words.
i feel lovedddd!
you know, u’ll never know what you say can affect ppl.
so, if i say it’s good, SAY MORRRREEEEEEEE!!!! *teheheee
update 1.2
i read this somewhere,
Isn’t that how many people live their lives? They are not quite sure whether their race is headed, or where they are going. They are not sure of their direction, but they know they have speed. We live in the age of the speedometer. Efficiency and productivity are given pre-eminent importance. Our training and workplace focus on the speedometer and stopwatch. But compass watching is of far greater importance. Checking direction is a lost skill for most people. We check our speed so that we can go , but we seldom check our direction to ensure we get to the right fascination. In a sense, people are speeding into lostness and meaninglessness. it is time to take up the compass of life and to learn the skill of using it.
before i say anything, i want to update that Mrkoh is joining the police force. from 01 Apr, he’ll be training in home team academy.
you know, on a selfish note, i tried to stop mrkoh from walking towards his goal. it’s the shift work that had made me reject his idea. but still, i told him to apply for it. den , i prayed to God. i asked if this is where He wants mrkoh to head to. and i prayed that we’ll be given the direction if we are walking on the wrong track.
so that day, mrkoh went for interview. i prayed for the same thing. after that, his friend, who is working as a HR personnel in police force, informed him that he failed the interview. i am worried because he was utterly disappointed, yet i’m glad that God has showed the sign. so i cheered him on.. not to give up. BUT eventually, his friend updated him that he was merely pulling his legs, he actually cleared the hurdles. if i regard being rejected as a sign from God, and by passing the stages, that belief should remain too.
Because we always believe everything happens for a reason, mrkoh and i sat to ponder what is the meaning behind the joke his friend cracked on him. we guess, it is God whom had sent a signal to treasure what is given. somehow, we thought it’ll be smooth-sailing because he had passed pilot compass test, saf commando’s unbearable moments. it was that tormenting 6 hours that mrkoh thinks one should not be that over-confident, no one will know what will happen.
if you ask me why police? i have to explained mrkoh is one who wants to do something extra-ordinary and meaningful, something that will affect people’s life. He wants to be ‘the reason Singapore sleeps peacefully at night’. Why not saf? he wants something operational, in the thick of action, not just always training. to him, the sense of belonging is by achieving awards, recognition, not hitting quota and working for someone. although i am pretty confident that he’ll do well in the corporate sector, but i think doing something that he really have passion for is the key factor at the moment. afterall, we are not suppose to slave for worldly success. i believe police force is where he will shine.
so, to him, the passion of bringing fairness into the haywire society deserve my unconditional supports. it’s the passion over money here. and we’ll see how it goes.. and by God’s grace, i hope this post will encourage you to live the fullest in your life.
for me, my main interest is interaction. and by helping to hit the room budget is a thrill to push me on. and i pray that through my conversations with others, i can inspire someone in someway too.
Think of your life as a canvas on which a picture is being painted. What would you rather have people see: the masterpiece of the presence of Jesus or the shadow of your own profile? Don’t get in the way of a great painting in progress. Live to let others see Jesus in you.
and expectantly, some just enjoy pouring cold water. it just another chance that it reflected his narrowness. people just don’t do what they are preach. baddddd testimony.
<3
i’m glad, i’m part of his life… cheering him on.. moving together towards our goal.
it’s time, let’s flip to another chapter…
temasek poly
after eons, i finally get to see my mrkoh on the astro turf.
their game was disrupted abruptly by the hockey team.
so the eager boys have to stand aside to watch impatiently.. when second felt like minute.
and urs truly was trying all means to prevent my hair being burnt!
bcoz of the sweltering sun, i abandoned the boys and roamed around the campus to refresh the sweet memories.
this is the Badminton court, where mrkoh and i belonged to 2 different groups.. and it was where we merged into 1 big group. it’s also the place where started to get to know each other.
this is the Squash court, where mrkoh VS lindylim on a game. and that was when cupid shot us. that jittery feel we had was quite embarrassing.
this is the Tennis court, where mrkoh taught lindylim tennis…. and where he flaunted his gentleman’s aura, it’s when lindylim was certain that mrkoh is a mr nice guy.
*sweet*
i didnt snap other place, because it is TOO FARRRRR. so i went back and hide at a corner while waiting for mrkoh to KO.
that’s our saturday morning!
on a side note, i guess, in future we will be back to TP to do the outdoor (wedding) shoots. ha ha ha.
update
so to update the WWW people, my dearest honeypie has tendered. good thing is, he only need to serve 1 week notice.
and yes, he will not be in any corporate world.
i will write out another (hopefully) inspiring detailed post.
anyway, think about it, it’s yet another chapter we are storming through.
no one knows what’s at the end, but as long as we try, we’ll live with no regrets.
i’m looking forward to it… and also supporting in all his decisions (=
iphone
World’s Stupidest, Most Expensive iPhone Mod Yet Costs 2.5 Million Dollars
someone says he’ll buy me iphone for 5th anniversary present.. that’s next mth. >,>
anyway, happy 59th monthsaries!!
it’s all about love
i realise when one wear brighter color, he/she will look jovial and more engertic. looking at my wardrobe…. i have tooo many black/white apparels. since it’s spring/summer, it’s an excuse for me to be more c-o-l-o-u-r-f-u-l. ((:
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